Next Year, I'm gonna take up a job as a promoter! I'm dying to find some work of any kind and this is a chance for me to prove myself. Earn a living. ):

I'm getting a uniform after this. This is my everyday house clothes.

JOURNAL ENTRY.

Signs of Aging. White Hair. I'm almost deaf on my left ear. Constant ringing tone that doesn't wear off. Walking needs balancing at times. I walked for too long. I have been walking for thirteen years. My feet are my most loyal means of transportation. My eyes are long-sighted and short-sighted. My face is a bit wrinkled. My hands and legs are pretty tired due to excessive usage of hands and feet. I am always tired. I have hallucinations and delusions. I sleep pretty well nowadays, at times very hard to doze off.. I must relax and like swimming learn to float.

I think I am going to a change and transformation of adult to mature adult and to senior adults. I am not afraid of aging. I know I am not young and beautiful now but I had years and years of motherhood and fellowship memories. Good times. and Bad times. Forever Young. In my mind. Now I must accept that I am getting old, and sometimes quite shaken. I must accept and march forward with more confidence now. I have reached greater heights. I had praised the Lord. I had thanked God. I had faith in Buddha. I had manifestations that lasts. I had ecstacy and I had once had love. I have had enough. Thanks.

Pitbull - Rain Over Me ft. Marc Anthony

Marc Anthony ....Let it rain over me:)D

PAP SMEAR CHECK-UPS

I'm going for a clinical pap-smear check-up at Klinik 1 MALAYSIA today. I had made an appointment. My period is ten days over and gone and I am clean and this is my first pap-smear since a year ago. I am going for check-ups once a year from now onwards. The payment is One Dollar (Malaysian ringgit). I have my My Kad and I am a warganegara Malaysia. I am of senior age and am married. So far all my pap-smear tests are all satisfactory. PRAISE THE LORD! =D <3