JOURNAL ENTRY.

The Night is Young. At least there are no wolves howling , cats whisking under the night sky. The moon's going to be full in just a few days, I have been watching the clear night sky at times.....I listened to the radio until I fell asleep . Then I got up and switch off the radio. I used to change T-shirts one after the other because the night time is always Hot , especially after eating some "Durians". My, you're "ovulating"!!!!!!!

I sometimes sleep on the floor. The floor boards are not so Cold in the early rise of the morning rather than the theraso floor which people say you will get arthritis when you reach old age. I normally put on a sweater when it's raining or getting chilly in the early rise of Dawn. The twilight lingers on as I mildly reached for the transistor radio....I am an early bird. A rooster so to speak. Breaking of Dawn is always welcome in my sight....

It's Arnold's birthday today. Tomorrow is a bad day. The vampires come out at night. MAY 13th FRIDAY. Get ready Wan-Ling to fight the wolves or Vampires!!!!!!  Happy Friday the 13th !!!

THERE IS NO PLACE LIKE HOME.

My MOTHER AT THE AGE OF 68.

My Two Sons Aged 12 and 9 ( Year 2010 ) - Hometown

REASON TO LIVE / PURPOSE IN LIFE.

My mother with me, as a tiny little girl at the age of 3 at Seri Kembangan, Kuala Lumpur, where I grew up as a little girl.... We moved to Cheras at the age of 5 and I went to Kindergarten. The picture is taken in black and white because in those times, our photos were all black and white. No colour TV until we moved to the residential areas in Kuala Lumpur...My MOTHER lives for all of us, the four children that she had, back then and also now, we all loved our dear mom.

This is me , and my two sons, my generation of kids.....growing up in Selangor, Malaysia..

My sons are difference of three years in between.  I took birth-control pills for two years and on the third year I stopped taking birth-control pills and I finally conceived my second child, a boy at the age of 33. His name is Edward. He is the cutest baby in town. And so was his elder brother. THESE WERE MY REASONS TO LIVE. I LIVE FOR MY TWO BOYS. My purpose in life is to raise up my two sons.....

HAPPY FAMILY-MAKING!

New Age-Merlins Magic-Chakra Meditation Music-Heart Of Reiki Part 3.flv

This is my dream and my soul...

CHARITY ~ A VIRTUE and a Benevolent ACT of GIVING to others or charitable organisations.

I had always wanted to do charity. Now I am actually doing it. I was married to a china Man for the past 12 years of my life after I came home from Hamilton, and I had adapted to his family and 'his' lifestyle just so to please him, because I was and still am, a people-pleaser, and pleasing my man was my pride, at least it seems to me, for he was my 'hubby'.

I had two lovely children with him, and they are all grown and independent. I am still independent too and I live with my Mom and my ailing Pappa. I surf the internet for it is my past-time (hobby) and I enjoy learning as much as contributing to the life and style of our economy. I enjoyed my pc and my cellular mobile. I take care of it and I financed my own comfort. So far, life has been good. Mom cooks extremely WELL and I sleep well and exercise my body in good times. Fitness has already been a norm and my entire family dwells on being fit. That's when exercise comes in naturally.

I see a doctor every month and I take my supplements naturally. All of us here are on supplements as much as keeping fit with regular walks and routine exercise. Our fun and entertainment includes TV set and the radio transistor. Also conversing with the neighbours around us naturally puts us in a social good community and we all behave ourselves well. Next Saturday, we will be having a party at the community field. This is the fourth or fifth party that I have been to since I came home to live with Mom.

Our social life has been good. We might be considered flexible socialites. We don't spend unnecessarily and we don't spent ruthlessly. We are very passive and considerate towards others. We pay for securities and we pay for functions so we could eat our hearts out and entertain ourselves as well as karaoke. So far, we stick to our boundaries and limitations and seldom do we excite ourself to the extent of overacting. We are very traditional in the sense that we respect our bodies and our territories. So far I have won a gas stove, some junk and a lot of food.

I like living here better than with my husband over at the other end. I have never been so satisfied and contented with myself and my life. I don't wish to go back to where my troubles all began....