FEBRUARY 14th tomorrow, it's VALENTINE'S DAY ~ My husband has never celebrated Valentine's Day for me or with me for the past 12 years of my marriage to him. )=

IT'S A NEW BEGINNING. For me. I am generally a very romantic kind of person. I assume every girl in town IS. Every special person on this earth LONGS to be loved, to be appreciated, and spent time with in words of love.....especially during Valentine's Day, February 14th, tomorrow. Even my mom doesn't get pampered after SERVING for over 40 years of her marriage but she gets loads of her money to spend on food !!!!!!

As you can see, VALENTINE'S DAY is anything that comes from the HEART. Someone who is ROMANTIC can do it. The only case these days is that men don't see it from their hearts, they are not romantic. It is SO HARD to find a romantic guy these days, even if you find one, he'll probably be categorized as CASANOVA.  Believe it or not, a kind gesture, you don't even have to spend money on this day is so very important for the women, for the girl because it shows that you CARED. And that comes from the heart. Say it, be it unpeachey, I LOVE YOU, and loads of action to it to mark this auspicious day of blessing that comes especially from the heart..... Valentines Day MUST and MUST be celebrated to mark each and every one of us womens' sacrifice to the nation, to the whole world.

CHAP GOH MEH ( A WISH ON 6th February 2012, Monday ) - This morning I walked out and had an early breakfast of Tosai ($1.50), nasi lemak bungkus ($1.30) and teh O Ais Limau ($1.30) at Restoran Al-Bidayah.

My photos for CHAP GOH MEH was as below :

Early this morning, I walked out alone and "spent" myself RM4.10 of an indian breakfast. Quite a cheap breakfast compared to the picture above which I had dreamed of. I wish I had pictures of mandarin oranges to post but I could not find it inside the photobucket and I STILL do not own a camera, I think I might not be able to attain one for my entire life. Touch wood. Anyway, I shall have some wonderful selection of my pictures which are as above for your perusal to enjoy. Throwing oranges but instead I throw "flowers" into the sea as it's cleaner and cheaper and as memories which I do not want to keep. I wish to have better wishes to come such as MORE MONEY to enjoy for myself as I have SO LITTLE ! ( This is so true ! )

Everyone wants HAPPINESS, no one wants pain, BUT You can't have a rainbow, without a little rain. That's true. My WISH for Chap Goh Meh is that I may see my husband ONE more time eventhough he DOESN'T WANT TO ANSWER MY HANDPHONE AND PHONE CALLS, HE DID NOT ANSWER THE PHONE FOR TWO YEARS! - his reason is that I did not sleep with him, therefore I shall have no rights over his phone or less TALK to him , or he has no words to say or else he has NOTHING to say to me !!!!!!!

My mother does not want to pay ANYMORE visitations to my past life or previous home, my mother-in-law is in charge with her daughter and she has CHANGED the entire house !!!!!!! I have lost my kids but my children does not want me at all , they have their PLAY STATIONS to enjoy ! Well, GOOD BYE PAST and GOOD LUCK to MOVE ON with life.!!!!!!

Money is the "ROOT" of ALL evil.........! To be binded by money is to be trapped in Satan's HELL forever. Once you've let go of money, your life is at ease.....Family virtues strengthens deeply our family ties....

Money is the root of all evil.......in everyone of us. Once we let go of money, our lives becomes easy and fulfilled......Learn the art of fulfillment ~ inner strength. Our Inner wealth is our character, personalities that shines out. Not money. Money is just a mediator , more like Satan.

Journal Entry dated 27th September,2011, my anniversary day in 1998. Happy Anniversary, Wan Ling! I had a haircut for ten dollars. I looked pretty cool!

Today is my anniversary day. I went with my Mom to get a hair-cut. I looked shorthaired now. Neat and tidy go well with my chores at work at the cafeteria. I am getting paid soon! New hair-look and new shoes to be worn tomorrow plus a new alignment of clothes to choose from. (old clothes) I am happy and I praised the Lord! I thanked my mother! I am soooo HAPPY!!!!!

I got a job as a waitress on Thursday, the 15th. I started work on the 16th, 1 Malaysia Day and I have started working since. Today, Tuesday, the 20th, I'm OFF work, I'll be starting work at 12:30pm tomorrow. I enjoyed working and life has never been so GREAT! :)D

I have found myself a JOB and loving every minute and every second because I AM NOT SO BORED staying at home and lazing around aimlessly with no goal. I now have a goal in life with my mother, we are flying on an airplane NEXT YEAR!!!!!! Holiday trip after confirmation and 8 days annual leave. Once a year, to fly on an airplane!!!!!!! I am so EXCITED and thanking God and Praising the LORD! I can see myself not getting bored and fighting lethargy had me conquering for GOOD. I had been sitting for almost a year. And now I am immune to standing for long hours!

Some random pictures that I Like So Much........):

GALATIANS 5 : 22 - 23 LOVE , PEACE, JOY, PATIENCE, FAITH, KINDNESS, GOODNESS, GENTLENESS and SELF-CONTROL are my FRUIT OF THE SPIRIT. <3

Psalm 100 : 1 "MAKE A JOYFUL NOISE UNTO THE LORD, ALL YE LANDS". ):

THE JOY OF THE LORD IS MY ULTIMATE STRENGTH.